I just gotta be me

Nov. 29th, 2025 08:00 pm
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There is currently a meme going around Tumblr of looking at the AO3 to see which of one's fanworks has the fewest hits. Mine is currently a drabble of Shakespeare/Marlowe titled from Stephen Sondheim.

As Jack points out, said fanwork could only be more on-brand for me if it involved mentor/student or one person/everyone else.

BRB, contemplating Kit/everybody and/or Will/everybody.

Oh thank goodness, I have the right icon for this post!
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It is definitely time for the ceremonial Watching of the Comfort Movie.

RIP, Tom Stoppard. And may you not have to do it all over again and again and again, because life is neither a rehearsal nor a play.

How is it almost December

Nov. 29th, 2025 02:37 pm
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I signed up for [community profile] rec_cember, a new reccing challenge comm for posting recs in December. I am going to at least TRY posting bite-sized daily recs, but my track record at daily anything is pretty dismal, so it might turn into weekly posts. I'll make an effort to do roundup posts over at [community profile] recthething as well.

This will probably be mostly Murderbot and Babylon 5 (also Biggles? is there any point to posting Biggles recs, in a fandom that small where everyone has probably read anything they're interested in already?). I've actually got a B5 question. I still hope to drag some of you into watching it with me if possible, but I don't want to spoil any potential watchers for major developments in the series, which is really best unspoiled (if you are inclined to enjoy things that way) and doing recs in this particular way is probably going to be spoilergeddon.

So I am curious if people care about this or not.

Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: Just the Poll Creator, participants: 6

Would you like me to put Babylon 5 spoilers under a cut?

Yes please, that would be appreciated.
0 (0.0%)

I would prefer that you don't, so I can read everything without clicking a cut.
0 (0.0%)

No preference/answer too complex for your binary boxes.
6 (100.0%)



(Results are viewable only to me, so you're not committing yourself publicly to watching the show or anything. I would just like to know if there's any particular reason to be careful about spoiler-cuts or if it doesn't matter all that much at this point.)

scarygirlynight2025 fills

Nov. 29th, 2025 02:55 pm
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I'm so late with this, but I posted three fills for scarygirlynight last month!

Happy reading!

1. for a while (a le sserafim shinez post-disbandment au)

Read belowAll walking through Times Square reminds Yunjin of is the time during the Easy, Crazy, Hot tour when Kazuha tried to get someone to do a dance challenge with her while wearing a dinosaur costume. It’s a bittersweet memory now.

Five years removed, the billboards feature faces of groups Yunjin isn’t familiar with and movies she isn’t interested in. One of them flashes by, displaying her recent Vogue ad after the release of her third solo album. Her polished face and glamorous outfit stare back at her, betraying her current appearance—no makeup, a hoodie she has her hands inside the pockets of, and comfortable jeans.

Music was always her passion, but recording in a studio in New York is lonelier compared to Seoul. She misses having one of her members right on the other side of the booth or even in the booth with her, recording a harmony or duet part. The group chat they share becomes less and less active until the only time they message in it is wishing each other happy birthdays and support on their individual projects when they come out.

Her phone vibrates in her jacket pocket as her hand ghosts over it. Pulling it out, she sees a message in the Fimmies group chat. It’s a picture of one of her billboards in another part of Times Square. But none of them are even in the US, as far as she knows. She looks at who sent it. Kazuha. With the message that she’s proud of Yunjin and misses the group. She follows it with a photo from that tour in that costume, saying she kind of wants to recreate it. Chaewon responds first, saying she missed them too, asking how Kazuha’s filming was going.

Kazuha’s filming something? Yunjin guesses Kazuha had her reasons for not telling her, considering everything that had happened between them. The members knew why they cried the hardest for each other at Incheon airport when they walked in opposite directions. It was a secret from everyone but them. From the moment they shared a kiss in a hotel room in Busan during their first trip alone together to the silver ring Kazuha slipped off ‌her finger and onto Yunjin’s palm when she left, their relationship differed from the rest of the group’s.

Chaewon knew it best. They were roommates after all. Being a perpetual third wheel was not a job for the faint of heart. She witnessed how Yunjin and Kazuha shared a similar sense of humor and taste in food, the way they implicitly understood each other’s needs, and the way they were almost never out of sync with one another. The occasional arguments they had after a long day were often resolved just as quickly as they started.

At least, it was that way until they went their separate ways. This was not something they could resolve with a few simple words and a quick kiss. They were about to be on the other side of the world from each other, and this time it was a goodbye, not a see you soon. Something final. Something they couldn’t come back from.

Still, Yunjin waits. For what, she doesn’t know. Maybe for fate to work its course again like it did the first time they met or something else entirely, but there’s a hole in her heart where Kazuha belonged that she doesn’t care to cover up with anything else. So, she pours it all out into songs that she sings alone in an apartment too big or a booth too empty and walks the streets of the city that never sleeps, hoping for miracles.

Nostalgia stings in the crowded street. Yunjin thinks that’s a good lyric if not for the shock that wracks through her at seeing Kazuha’s face on a movie poster that goes by above her. It’s something of an action film—an explosion in the background, Kazuha wearing all-black, holding a gun. Yunjin looks at her hands, sporting a ring on each. Hers, and the one Kazuha gave back to her.

Opening Instagram, she does something she hasn’t in months, clicks through the members’ profiles. She lingers a little too long on Kazuha’s most recent post from a couple of days ago, the background song being one from Yunjin’s most recent album. The comments are about what you would expect, many asking and theorizing about a reunion based on the use of the song. Kazuha responds to a comment asking if she misses Yunjin, to which she replies: every day.

Yunjin slides her hands over her face, feeling the cool silver ‌of the rings on her cheeks. “What am I doing? This is stupid.” She closes the app, turns off her phone, and continues walking to a small bakery tucked away in the corner. “Thank God,” she whispers to herself as she walks in, grateful to be away from the street’s overstimulation.

Someone in front of her orders an almond croissant and an iced americano to go. They look like they’re in a hurry, not realizing they dropped their card after paying, rushing to leave after receiving their food. She bends down to pick up the card, checking the name on the back.

“Is the world playing tricks on me?” Yunjin mutters.

Bolting out of the bakery, Yunjin runs after the person who dropped their card, squeezing through the droves of people. It proves harder than the rom-coms make it out to be. Her athleticism’s no match for the person she’s chasing, even though they worked out together countless times.

“Kazuha Nakamura!” Yunjin cries out.

Kazuha stops in her tracks, turning around. They stare at each other for a few moments, as if they are not on the bustling street, but back in that quiet bakery. Time stretches as they both stand in silence, unwilling to break whatever this is.

“You dropped your card,” Yunjin finally says, holding it out for Kazuha to grab.

Kazuha takes it from Yunjin’s hand. “Oh.” She scratches the back of her neck, like she doesn’t know what to do with that information. “Thanks.”

“I miss you too.”

Kazuha wraps Yunjin in a hug that Yunjin immediately melts into. Yunjin doesn’t want to let go, lest she forget the way their bodies meld together so perfectly. Kazuha steps back first. Yunjin already misses the warmth.

“Why didn’t you tell me you were going to be here?” Yunjin asks.

“I thought maybe you didn’t want to see me. After…you know,” Kazuha says.

Yunjin takes off the ring on her right hand and gives it back to Kazuha. “I always want to see you. I love you.”

Kazuha puts the ring on. “I love you too. I’m sorry it had to happen the way it did.”

“I get it. We went in different directions.”

“Let’s say I take this back to the director.” Kazuha holds up the croissant and coffee. “Then I take the day off and we can be together for a while.”

“I’d like that.”

Yunjin will take “for a while”. After all, she has been waiting that long.


2. GIRL (a twice michaeng idol au)

Read belowIt was way past the time for her to be expecting anyone when Chaeyoung heard a knock on her door. She was working on lyrics for her solo album trilogy on the couch with papers laid out on the coffee table. Beside her lay her guitar. The setup was messy and organized in a way that the only person who understood it was herself. Whoever showed up at her apartment this late had better have been worth it to interrupt her writing session like this, especially after a long schedule where she barely had any time to herself.

Opening the door revealed Mina in casual clothes, wearing a light sweater, one she most likely knitted herself. Chaeyoung blinked a few times to make sure she was seeing things correctly. When she confirmed Mina was indeed not a ghost of her imagination, she stepped aside, letting her in.

“Unnie, what are you doing here?” Chaeyoung asked. “Not that I mind, but it’s late.”

“I wanted to see you,” Mina said, looking around the apartment like she hadn’t seen it at least a dozen times before.

Chaeyoung chuckled. “We see each other almost every day. Did you miss me that much?”

“I always miss when you’re not around.”

That was one thing that made it difficult for Chaeyoung to imagine Mina purely as her muse, her sweet words. Other times it was a comforting brush of the arm, and even the fan service got to her at points. Ten years ago, it was easy to admire Mina on the surface level; she was objectively beautiful in the way Chaeyoung’s b-side on Knock Knock highlighted. Now, Chaeyoung saw beneath the beauty.

Mina never looked like she wanted to get something out of you. She had the presence of a beach, in the way hearing gentle waves calmed you down, but also, in the way the ocean bore something powerful and seductive.

One of Chaeyoung’s songs on the album she was writing reflected that. She believed there was power in things not said. That the quiet ones were often the ones with the most to say. Mina didn’t speak much. She let her actions do the talking. From the back hugs, to the soft smiles, to the love in her eyes, Chaeyoung knew how much Mina cared. It made it hard to separate her feelings.

With Haesol, it was never that complicated. Chaeyoung never viewed him in certain terms. He was easy. He made good music. She liked his music. They met, saw each other for a while, and that was that. Simple.

Mina, however, was never simple. Chaeyoung remembered lying in that bed with her a few weeks after they debuted as a camera looked down on them. She was peeling a mandarin when she got a whiff of the jasmine perfume Mina sprayed on her pillow. It was an innocent action, in hindsight, but something in the way Chaeyoung looked at her made Mina ask an equally innocent question, in hindsight, but one Chaeyoung still couldn’t answer to this day.

Did you fall in love with me?

In front of the camera, the obvious response was to say yes, but Chaeyoung was sixteen. She didn’t have a real concept of what love meant. What about now? Did she have the answer at twenty-six? Or would she forever be relegated to writing songs about a feeling she couldn’t quite name?

“Why do we live, spinning around and crashing into each other?” Mina sang. “I could be the one. You could be the one.”

Mina’s singing made Chaeyoung lose her train of thought. Looking up, she saw Mina was holding a paper with lyrics for a song she had titled GIRL. It was one song most pointedly about her.

Without a second thought about how it would sound, Chaeyoung started singing along with her. “Who’s the one? Heaven only knows.”

“Save me. Forever we could be a secret,” they harmonized at the same time.

They looked at each other as if they had just realized how well their voices matched. Fans pointed out many times that their voices blended well and that they would love to see them do a melody project together.

“I have an idea,” Chaeyoung said.

“What is it?” Mina asked.

“You should feature on my album.”

“Are you sure?”

“Why not? If Nayeon could have Felix, Jihyo could have Heize, and Tzuyu could have Peniel, why can’t I have you?”

Mina knew Chaeyoung meant that in a completely music-related sense, but she also knew they always blurred the lines between what was considered for art’s sake and what was real. Music expressed feelings plain words could not, and she understood every lyric Chaeyoung wrote about her.

“Ah, that came out wrong. I meant…” Chaeyoung started.

Mina stopped her. “I know what you meant. You always hide your feelings behind your art. I’ve learned to read between the lines.”

“I don’t know how else to be.”

“Your art is honest. It doesn’t have to be anything else.”

“My art is honest, but what about me?”

“You’re honest too, maybe not so much in words, but we’re similar in that way. I can see it in your eyes.”

They stared at each other, their eyes reflecting each other. Emotion swirled in pools of brown, and that was honesty. The eyes never lied. Mina was always more than just a muse. Chaeyoung didn’t need to say it. So, instead, she leaned in. Actions always spoke louder than words, anyway.


3. in a quieter corner (a le sserafim/ive gen/kazuha-centric idol au)

Read belowSitting at a table with other idols, Kazuha realized this event was not really what it seemed. This was a party more than a charity campaign. She took a sip of champagne and savored the way the fizz went down her throat. It gave her a distraction from the booming music and crowds of people she vaguely knew the faces of. She tugged on the collar of her jacket. This outfit had too many layers for all the warm bodies in the room, but she wanted to be respectful of the occasion.

Turning to the person on the left side, she was met with Rei from IVE. She let out a sigh of relief. Someone she knew. They weren't quite friends, but maybe she could change that tonight. She slid her palms across her thighs. Heat and nervousness were a bad combination.

"Hello!" she yelled over the music.

Rei pointed at herself. "Me?"

Kazuha nodded. "It's nice to see you again."

"Nice to see you too. I know Wonyoung and Yujin-unnie are happy to see Chaewon-unnie."

Kazuha turned to the right to see Chaewon talking animatedly with Wonyoung and Yujin, who sat to the right of Chaewon. It was nice to see Chaewon catching up with her former group members. She told Kazuha over dinner in their dorm one day that they had a group chat and made times to meet up whenever they didn't have a schedule. The member Chaewon mentioned the most was Yena when she told her and Yunjin she was going out, but sometimes it was others.

She thought it would be nice to have more idol friends like that and envied Eunchae's ability to talk to and become friends with anyone she met. It was like a superpower Kazuha wished she could copy. Eunchae told her it was easy; just be yourself, don't think about age, and remind yourself the other person could be just as nervous as you. If it were that simple, Kazuha would've had at least ten friends in this industry outside her group members by now.

"How's everything going? You're preparing for a comeback soon, right?" Rei asked.

"Yeah. 'Spaghetti.' It's a lot of fun. The concept is different from our previous songs, but I think our fans will like it a lot," Kazuha said.

"Sounds interesting. My unnies were telling me about it. I saw some of the concept photos. You guys looked so cool!"

"Thank you!"

"We're friends, right? I can call you 'unnie,' too?"

Kazuha scratched the back of her neck. "Oh. Um, totally. Then, can I call you Rei-chan?"

Rei chuckled. "Of course. That's only fair."

Getting up, Rei left her seat for someone else to take for a few minutes as she grabbed food. Those few minutes were more than enough time for a male actor to slide up next to Kazuha and introduce himself. She was immediately uncomfortable, and ever more aware of the pounding bass, the intoxicating scents, and the temperature in the room. Pulling at her collar again, she tried to will the sweat building on her palms and forehead away, but it didn't work. She put a hand to her heart, noticing it beating faster than normal. Her state drove the actor away, which she was grateful for, but it didn't help what he started. Rei returned to the table too late.

Kazuha tapped Chaewon's shoulder and stood up. "I think I need some air."

Chaewon looked up, concerned. "Are you okay?"

Kazuha shook her head. She needed to leave this party. Chaewon slung her purse over her shoulder and helped Kazuha through the crowd into the hallway. Wonyoung, Yujin, and Rei followed. They sat in a corner of the hallway together.

Chaewon rubbed Kazuha's back. "Breathe. We're here."

Rei rubbed Kazuha's arm. "I should've waited."

Kazuha took a deep breath. "It's not your fault."

"Don't blame yourself, Rei-chan. This can happen anywhere," Chaewon said.

Kazuha nodded, taking more deep breaths as she counted by fives in Japanese. The last time she had a panic attack was in the Netherlands after an intense ballet practice where her instructor tore into her. She thought she had it under control, but this event was more overwhelming than she thought it would be. She wouldn't have even considered attending if this was how it was going to be.

Yujin pulled her up, urging her to copy the stretches she did. Kazuha did them, wiping the sweat off her forehead. This was working.

"What did you think about the 'Compact Bites' shoot?" Chaewon asked.

Kazuha smiled. "I never thought I would hold a chainsaw prop for a photoshoot, so it was really unexpected, but I think it turned out well."

Her heart beat at a normal rate. She hugged Chaewon. Rei, Wonyoung, and Yujin joined in, grouping around them. They stayed like that for a few moments, basking in the warmth before backing away.

"How about we get out of here?" Chaewon asked.

"I thought you'd never ask," Kazuha said.
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Reading: Since last weekend, I've finished reading Rebecca Mahoney's The Memory Eater and read Susan Cooper's Over Sea, Under Stone and Aster Glenn Gray's The Wolf and the Girl, and [personal profile] scruloose and I finished listening to Network Effect. (One Murderbot audiobook left to go! At least until whenever the new one comes out next year.)

I'd never read any of The Dark is Rising [series] before, but a while back I got the whole set in an ebook bundle, and this week I remembered to actually ask around about which part of people read seasonally (or if it's the whole thing) and confirmed that winter solstice is indeed the season in question. So I expect to take a stab at reading The Dark is Rising [book] in a few weeks.

Seasonally related: Llinos Cathryn Thomas has a new seasonal novella out, All is Bright, which I understand can just be read like any other book but is written to work as an Advent countdown, one chapter a day. Hopefully I'll remember to start that on Monday, alongside whatever else I pick up next.

Watching: Having finally finished Network Effect, [personal profile] scruloose and I dipped back into Silo season 2 last night. Three whole episodes down now!

I also succumbed to anticipatory fandom hype and watched the first two episodes of Heated Rivalry. I can't say I'm in love, but it looks like it's only six episodes total, so I expect I'll keep on with it. [Content note: the sex scenes are fairly graphic, at least by my fuzzy impression of standards for a mainstream show.] I have zero familiarity with the book, so no idea what's going to happen or how it is as an adaptation.

[Via The Rec Centre: "How ‘Heated Rivalry’ Became the Internet’s Favorite Show — Before It’s Even Aired".]

Householding: We've ordered a new upright freezer for the garage, since the current one is still being cranky. Once we've swapped the new one in (ETA: next weekend), [personal profile] scruloose may take a stab at repairing it; that might've been the first step if it had been an appliance that's not full of food that needs to stay frozen, but with no idea what we would've done with said food during the attempt and troubleshooting and repair, and given how busy they've been lately, it wasn't a good choice right now. If they're able to fix the old one, we should be able to rehome it with someone who needs one.

Cooking: We did indeed make the Smitten Kitchen Roast Chicken with Schmaltzy Cabbage last weekend, and it was really good. I've been pleased about how many vegetables it turns out I can find palatable in some situations, but I think this was the most actual enjoyment I've had from one. (The cabbage didn't do as well as a leftover the next night as the chicken itself did, but was still fine.)
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Since I've been trying to watch (or listen to) all of the Rattigans lately, this seems like a good topic for a post!

Who was Rattigan?

Terence Rattigan (1911-1977) was an English playwright and screenwriter, whose most famous works are The Browning Version (1948), The Winslow Boy (1946), The Deep Blue Sea (1952) & Separate Tables (1954). His works are usually sharply observed, low-key character pieces, mostly v middle-class background*, one of a combination of factors that caused him to fall from favour in the wake of Osborne's Look Back in Anger in the 50s. He wrote for (low-brow!) cinema, radio and TV too, another factor. Since the 90s in particular he's been recognised as one of the 20th C greats, via several major revivals of many of his works and you'd be hard pressed to find a year now when some major British theatre or other isn't putting on a Rattigan.

He was gay, which is evident in many of his plays, although usually more implicitly than explicitly - the most explicit use of a gay character, in Separate Tables, he censored himself prior to its Broadway performance. From 1998, though, happily, modern productions have usually restored the original version. The Browning Version isn't explicit, but is very much about queerness, too.

I came across him when my teacher gave us The Browning Version for A-Level, and instantly fell in love, even if it took me thirty-odd years to finally get up and try some of the rest of his plays. I think I was worried that they wouldn't be as good or would contain aspects that might spoil TBV for me - happily, as you can see, I needn't have worried!


What do I love about his works?

He's very much all about character pieces, especially small-scale, claustrophobic ones (which the theatre naturally tends towards), in a way that I really love.

His first success was the farce French Without Tears (1936), so between that and the screen-writing, he's a very easy watch, in the best sense - his dialogue says so much about character, and often still feels fresh, and he can do light comedy as well as the more serious pieces. You'll often find variations on mismatched marriages, moral choices, people from different positions finding understanding of each other, and trial by the media in one form or another. His characterisation is always well-rounded and complex.

The thing I love the most, though, is his characteristic trick of having so much of the mood or conclusion or character shift on a literal sixpence - one small item, or action, or change of point of view leads to an uplift of hope we didn't expect - and on rare occasions, the reverse, acting as the last spiteful straw. The gift of a book, the discovery of a letter, love of art - how big small things can be to us humans.

I'll talk about specific plays if I carry on with this meme, I'm sure, but I definitely think he's worth trying out if you haven't already. There are a range of adaptations around, new and old, (TV, film, Radio, some of which he wrote the screenplays for himself), as well as current theatre productions.

The National Theatre has a really nice little two-part intro to five of his major works (spoilery, though, as ever with these things) - I presume this means they have some Rattigans on their At Home service, too. If you wanted to try a live production, The Winslow Boy or The Browning Version are particularly good starting places.

(Warnings - not many! He's not a bleak writer at all as a rule, but suicide does crop up in various ways in After the Dance, The Deep Blue Sea and Man and Boy, and In Praise of Love has a character with a terminal illness - leukaemia, which he had himself).

The last thing of his I watched was Heart to Heart, a 1962 BBC TV screenplay written to launch one of their anthologies - it deals again with mismatched marriages, trial by the media, and an attempt to do the right thing that isn't very successful, but at the end, the main character, learning that out of nearly 300 people who phoned into the TV station after a broadcast, 3 of them got the point: "That's something," he says. "They must be very interesting people."

How very Rattigan. ♥



* He attended Harrow, although wiki, if it is to be believed, says that while he was there, he was in its Officer Training Course and started a mutiny, which is brilliant if it's true. <3

Exhibitions

Nov. 29th, 2025 06:01 pm
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After a rather soggy parkrun and the necessary showering and changing afterwards, I set out to London to see the Secret Maps exhibition at the British Library. Lots of interesting exhibits. But with many things on display that invited you to linger, I don't think the exhibition layout really suited that. People kept getting bunched up at certain points. And I left the exhibition feeling I could have done with more of a narrative, or more obvious themes. There clearly were some, but arranged across the exhibition space in a way that I couldn't follow.

The weather had helpfully cleared up so I walked to the British Museum and braved the crowds to go see the Nordic noir: works on paper from Edvard Munch to Mamma Andersson in the print room. It was really wonderful, plenty of interesting, thought-provoking, and beautiful things to see.

I was thinking of going to browse some books afterwards but I was feeling tired enough not to fancy it, so that and a detour to Scandi Kitchen was enough for today.
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I signed up for both of these events this year for the first time! I'm so glad we're spreading the holiday cheer and gift giving through fandom. Fandomtrees is open for signups until December 5 and Sapphic Stocking Stuffers are open for signups until December 6.

fandomtrees thread

sapphic stocking stuffer thread

Have a fantastic day!

fic recs: Gallaghercest

Nov. 29th, 2025 09:52 am
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Some Oasis recs for your enjoyment. One of the great things about the reunion is so many new people are writing fic. When I think about when I got into the fandom and there were like four writers total... It was bleak. But not anymore. :)

all through the circling years by [archiveofourown.org profile] mainpopgirl, 47k.
Four months after crash-landing on a deserted island somewhere in the Pacific, Liam and his fellow castaways, long presumed dead, are rescued and returned back to civilization. In Liam’s case, back to England — and back to his brother, with whom he finds himself rapidly falling back into old and familiar rhythms.

Friends, this is one of my favorite fics in this entire fandom. Yes it is a LOST crossover, except set in 2020 and really only using the crossover elements for the premise. Mostly it's about Liam and Noel reuniting after not speaking for ten years, falling back into old habits and trying to find their way out of them, and FEELINGS. God so many feelings. They're so good. The angst is real here, and so is the hope. The character voices are fantastic, and this author writes a great Liam POV, which is a rare treasure because probably 80% of the fic in this fandom is written from Noel's POV.

Everything about this is so good. If you only read one fic on this list, read this one.

The Long and Winding Road by [archiveofourown.org profile] shameonskadi, 5k.
Noel keeps having these dreams about Liam. I never get tired of dreamsharing fic about these two. This is set early in the reunion tour and leads to their first sex in years and years. I love the intimacy here and the low-key D/s vibes and of course the feelings. Always the feelings.

(And) All That I Want From You by [archiveofourown.org profile] Fishfucker, 28k.
Liam and Noel get stuck in a broken-down bus in the Mojave desert, which goes about as well as you might expect.

Another Liam POV fic, but one from his younger days before he mellowed. If you're looking for chaotic absurdity in your Gallagher brothers fic, this is for you, and yet by the time we get through Liam's days-long tantrum the fic brings us around to some real emotion as they work through some things together. Also the very rare 2000s-era fic, which I always appreciate.

Kenet by [archiveofourown.org profile] matewan, 11k.
Liam is a shapeshifting dragon, and this changes less than you might expect. The author takes this AU premise and makes it a new lens to see Liam and their relationship through, and it's so cool! Liam, whose emotions are huge and fiery and has such a strong sense of certain things and people belonging to him: of course he's a dragon. The character writing here is delicate and lovely and never says too much. A good time.

Reading on planes and trains

Nov. 29th, 2025 05:02 pm
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This is a belated attempt to catch up on some book logging, and consists of stuff read while flying to, from, and within Australia, plus on some Australian train journeys. As most of the flights took place at night, I didn't read as much as I could have given the time available, so I feel this list is somewhat shorter than expected.

In any case, I read five books.

The first two were the latest to me in the Clorinda Cathcart series, Dramatick Rivalry and Domestick Disruptions. This series by LA Hall is written from the perspective of the journal entries of a comfortably well-off courtesan in 19th-century London, and the various aristocrats, wealthy businesspeople, intellectuals, scientists, playwrights, theatrical actors, Bow Street Runners, and other interesting fictional luminaries who end up in her circle. The books are written with a wryly observant tone, and each contains various high- and low-stakes challenges and conflicts that are cleverly resolved by the end. I find them extremely relaxing to read — cosy fiction is a hard sell for me, but this series works well in that regard, although I'm making my way through it quite slowly, as I find two books in succession is enough for a while.

In general, my brain focused better on nonfiction during long-haul flights, so I spent a lot of time reading Diary of an Invasion (Andrey Kurkov), which is what it says on the tin: the author's experiences in the first few months of the full-scale invasion of Ukraine in 2022. Kurkov is an accomplished Ukrainian author of both literary and historical detective fiction, but in those intense, frightening first few months of the full-scale war, he turned his talents to memoir, documenting his family's flight from Kyiv to the west of the country, when it felt as if the entire country and wider world held its breath, and every action was harnessed to survival, until the dawning realisation that Ukraine had withstood and pushed back against the first blow, but that what remained would be an almost unfathomably difficult military, diplomatic, economic and psychosocial marathon with no end in sight. I remember those times well: shock and outrage warring with wild hope and optimism, typified by this Onuka song. Kurkov has since followed these initial reactions with a memoir about the long years of the ongoing war, which I will certainly be seeking out.

From history to historical fiction, with Cecily (Annie Garthwaite), the first in a series of novels about the Wars of the Roses from the perspective of Yorkist matriarch Cecily Neville. This book follows Cecily from the early years of her marriage, her years manoeuvring from behind the scenes to further her husband's political ambitions, his battlefield defeat and execution, and the dawn of a new day with Cecily's eldest son Edward on the throne. I'm pretty familiar with this period of history as depicted in popular fiction, and Cecily didn't really bring anything new to the party, but I enjoyed it all the same. In terms of vibe, it's essentially Hilary Mantel meets Sharon Kay Penman: lyrical writing that luxuriates in the interiority of its protagonist's mind, and uncritically Yorkist partisanship. The term grates, but Cecily Neville really is Garthwaite's precious blorbo who can do no wrong: the most politically savvy, the one whose read on every situation is always right, whose only misfortune is to live in a time in which those skills and that intelligence must instead be harnessed to advance the cause of the men in her life, rather than on her own behalf.

Finally, I picked up Kate Elliott's latest epic fantasy doorstopper: The Witch Road, the first of a secondary world duology in which Elen, a low-ranking courier at the edge of a vast empire is suddenly thrust into an unwanted spotlight when she is required to accompany an imperial prince and his retinue on a perilous journey. Elen and her travelling companions contend with challenges both political and supernatural, in a sweeping road trip peopled with a fantastic cast of characters. Kate Elliott's considerable strengths as a writer: the meticulous world-building that gives us a fictional world that feels at once three-dimensional and lived-in, and her devastatingly perceptive depiction of the tensions inherent in navigating profoundly power-imbalanced relationships (on a national, communal, and interpersonal level) are on full display here, and I enjoyed this almost as much as I enjoyed my favourite of her series, the Crossroads trilogy.

That's it for reading so far, although I did trudge through the rain to pick up a library book today, so I may have more to say about books tomorrow. But for now, I'll draw this post to a close.

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Nov. 28th, 2025 10:03 pm
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Meme nabbed from [personal profile] sushiflop, who also has the coded text if you want to do the meme yourself.

Go to your Works page on AO3, look at the tags, and see what the answers to these questions are. (Or any other site that has tags)

1. What rating do you write most fics under? Teen and up. Basically anything with a "fuck" gets marked at least teen, whatever else is in it.

2. What are your top 3 fandoms?
What's listed are Buffy, Hockey RPF, and SPN, but if I go to the MCU page, which includes all my fics that are in MCU subfandoms, that has the most works of any of my fandoms at 95.

3. What is your top character you write about?
Sidney Crosby with 33 fics. Still, all these years later!

4. What are the 3 top pairings?
Sid/Geno (hockey, 24 fics), Liam/Noel (Oasis, 23), and Spike/Buffy (BtVS, 14). Yes indeed, those are my OTPs. <3 Fourth is Dan/Herbert from Re-Animator, which feels right as well.

Despite writing a shit ton of MCU fic, I was too much of a multishipper for any of my ships to threaten the top here. My highest was Carol/Yon-Rogg, and I only wrote 8 for them.

5. What are the top 3 additional tags?
Drabble (64), mpreg (50 jfc), and hurt/comfort (29). Zero percent surprised by the first two, but I'm a little surprised by the h/c count. I don't tend to think of myself as a h/c writer. However, I do like writing things that contain h/c, and I guess I'm good at tagging it when it applies...

6. Did any of this surprise you? e.g. what turned out to be your top tag.
I only need to write two more Gallaghercest fics for that to be my top ship! To be fair a bunch of the existing ones are less than 1k long, so Sid/Geno probably still wins by wordcount, but OTOH one of those Gallaghercest fics was 40k, so maybe not.
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The new dryer is just fine, except the top is ever so slightly slanted in a way that makes it a bad place to set your dryer balls.

Have I mentioned that especially after Colonoscopy Week I've had more trouble than usual walking? I've been using my cane inside the house for the first time in quite a while, and I'm limited in how much I can carry without (more) pain. It sucks. Belovedest has set up the short ramp against the shortest outside stairs, and while going up it is Bad, going up the stairs without it is Worse. (Both outside doors have stairs.)

I wasn't available to assist with any of the Thanksgiving cooking. Belovedest did it themselves! Including: turkey, the epic tray of dressing, biscuits from the mix, and instant potatoes made the way that erases the taste of Box. (There was also salad available, but there's quite a bit of vegetable in the sausage-cornbread dressing.)

Today we had some roof inspectors. The inspection's free; the quote for fixing things up is *sigh* very much not free.

For Sale: Nintendo Switch games

Nov. 28th, 2025 09:54 pm
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I've made this post a few times without any luck, but I wanted to try again just in case I have better luck this time. Would anyone be interested in any of the following Nintendo Switch games?

Pokémon: Let's Go, Pikachu! (example on Amazon)
Spyro Reignited Trilogy (example on Amazon)
TemTem (example on Amazon)

If you're not interested but know someone who might be, please point them my way. I'm about $65 shy of where I need to be to pay for my storage unit this month, because the universe hates me, and it would help a lot if I could manage to sell even one of them.

For payment, I have CashApp ($Settiai), PayPal, Venmo, or Zelle (nancy.lynn.foster@gmail.com).

Ho ho ho

Nov. 28th, 2025 05:47 pm
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Winter break is about to start so I'm using Black Friday to nest for the winter - not that it worked for my plan with the DC universe app because it's so user-unfriendly there was no way to actually use the sale code for the subscription.

But I'm still set up for a few months so I'm going to read a bunch of 90s Legion of Superheroes comics because God can't stop me.

I've got games waiting too - gonna be doing a thing in a chat on fridays where I play a game I've never played before that I own/downloaded and people can watch if they feel like it. It's motivation, anyway. Today's game is going to be Paleo Park, a cute little dinosaur ranch.

I don't want to talk about what happened with Buddhism (but my GPA is okay) but I'm doing well in Figure Drawing. Our last class is next week and I've already got my final project done. All I have left is to do the workbooks.

I updated my comic twice after a long lull, so that was nice. Comics at Hamsterwheel.art!

The heat in our house went nuts and it was 76/24 degrees in my apartment for a bit and I did not enjoy it. Everyone was very apologetic for nearly killing my fragile heat sensitive self. I think they were more worried than I was.

I've got a deal going with a crocheting friend where I supply the patterns and raw goods and she turns it into amigurumi for me. I'm going to have so many little colourful weighted frogs.

That's about it in hamsterhaus.

holiday love meme 2025

Nov. 28th, 2025 02:21 pm
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holiday love meme 2025
my thread here


Thank you in advance to anyone who leaves me some love on the thread, and everyone I've had the pleasure of interacting with this year! I love you and am wishing you all the best this holiday season!

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